October 2011
9 posts
fact #14
the things i want and the things i receive never seem to correlate with one another
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dear______
I don’t know where to go from here. It’s never going to be the same and we both know it. I wish you didn’t have to leave. I wish they would’ve accepted you and realized how much you’ve done for us. It shouldn’t have ended like this. I hope you know how incredibly grateful I am for everything that you’ve done. You have taught me more about myself than...
September 2011
56 posts
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fact #792
Too hungry to sleep, but too tired to get up and grab food. i need a mini fridge in my room…
fact #333
I am so incredibly stupid. I walked into my tutorial class, thinking all the while that I was early, and ended up being stared at for arriving 50 minutes late. What the shit. Lost marks for not handing in an assignment at the beginning of class that I finished days before it was due. And to top it all off, I don’t even get to be in the same group as my best friend for a project we planned on...
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fact #70
penises gross the shit outta me; they’re just…eww.
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fact # 99
I can’t function without my ‘to-do’ lists.
dear______
i feel like i’m currently suspended in the middle of something awkward with you.
We don’t know each other well enough to even start a friendly conversation. I know you exist and you know I exist, but neither one of us wants to acknowledge that fact because doing so might give off unintended signals. I actually feel quite terrible for leaving you on your own, and for that i’m...
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fact # 44
It is currently 10:21PM. I think it’s time to make mashed potatoes and gravy.
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fact #206
It really sucks balls when you come to the unfortunate realization that you’re the ugly friend.
fact #88
I wish I could be taken more seriously.
First impressions tend to be at my disadvantage - people always assume i’m 6 years younger than I actually am. Yes, I have a “youthful” face, but that shouldn’t be a reason to disregard my judgements. I guess the only thing to look forward to is looking like i’m 35 when i’m really 41.
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fact # 610
just finished a photo journal for my online education class. quite happy with the results considering its never occured to me to make one. i forsee a new hobby…
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fact # 92
I am fickle . Especially with regards to matters of the heart.
dear____
did not expect to ever see you again.. i hope it was just that one instance. i can’t afford to fall back onto those feelings.
fact # 713
if my student loan doesn’t arrive in this upcoming week, i am beyond screwed.
fact #50
i feel like i’m never going to amount to anything substantial in the course of my life.
dear_____
I don’t know whether to be angry or disappointed at what you may potentially do to my youth group kids. You cannot even imagine the progess we’ve made. I may not be a teacher yet, but the things i’ve learned and realized throughout this experience is just irreplaceable. I know i speak for everyone when I say that without her, we would not be where we are today. She’s given...
fact # 321
expect the unexpected.
honestly never thought it would happen to me, but it did. it’s like losing an arm or a leg - something that you previously thought you couldn’t live properly without. its so strange how quickly it happened. no signals or forewarnings. i guess this is how it feels to lose a friend.
